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Carmen Bond's avatar

I needed this at this exact moment today. My fiancée, who I love , ended our relationship recently. I’m heartbroken. I’m not sure there will ever be reconciliation- I am leaning towards there won’t be. Very sad and devastating.

We attend a small church in our very small community. I haven’t been back in 6 weeks.

I have been mentoring 2 young ladies for several months. I have stayed away from church because I’m too scared to go back and see my former fiance’. ( It didn’t end well at all and I feel like he needs to have the opportunities presented to him in church for a hopefully future strong relationship with the Lord ) I am scared if I go , he won’t.

To say I’ve been in turmoil is an understatement. I’ve missed the girls , though.

Today one of them (the one who has yet to accept Jesus as her savior) texted me and asked me to come. I have prayed for over 24 hours on what to do. This devotion was in my feed this morning.

I feel God has spoken to me and I need to go , regardless if I see him and regardless of the reception I get , to continue my mission of being a light to these girls.

If anyone reads this , pray for me. I’m beyond nervous. I am emotional and I don’t want our awkwardness in this breakup to take away from everyone else being able to worship appropriately.

I am actually scared my mind will obsess over my former boyfriend if he’s there. And I know that’s of God. I truly hope I’m doing the right thing by going back. I hope it’s been long enough.

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Suzanne's avatar

And this Sarah is one of the many reasons I follow you!

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